Interests:singing, dancing, laughing, falling asleep to noise, pretty eyes, vinegar, nerds((candy)), friends, putting my pony tail to the side, sleeping, going to basketball games, three's company, Dashboard Confesional, John Mayer, Goo Goo Dolls, Dave Matthews band, the guitar, listening to the rain, my cell phone, eating healthy, springtime, my birthday, making money, watching people get blessed, getting blessed, smiling, tan skin, the beach, NYC, guys that can sing and have pretty teeth and smiles, american idol, taking pictures, getting my picture taken, shopping, Pink things. Expertise:school, spending money, and laughing at myself. Occupation:Student
guys, i really do suck at this updating thing. but the point is, im updating now.
August has been the busiest month this summer. ive honestly been working so much, but dont feel like i have anything to show for it. like i seriously only have $800 in the bank for my $2,400 car. ugh, this really bothers me too. i just keep praying about it, i know God will provide. He will.
im very nervous, yet SO stoked, about this whole "new school" thing. everyone keeps saying "oh its nothing, you shouldn't even be nervous, you'll do fine," etc. but idk, it's different when your coming from a christian school that consist of 110 people and thats k-12. NOT only that, but the biglerville is so much bigger, which means im much more likely to get lost. which... i know i will. haha anyway. i have Mrs. Showers for homeroom(geometry teacher) rm. 204. so let me know.
janes sucks. i absolutely LOVE the people... (most of them) but just dont enjoy being there as much as i used to, like i clean all the time for them, and i dont feel like they appreciate it, and never do i get a thank you. idk.. that sounds stupid.. but it just feels like im not doing a good job..
so much has happened this summer.. so many new things. ive lost one of my close friends... which was one of the hardest things ive ever had to face. and im am still facing. i had/have to actually work my butt off to get a car, stuff happened with my family, and just so many challenging things that i wouldnt have been able to get through without my family, friends, and Jesus. i love them so much. i do.
anyway..stef leaves for college thursday. we're taking her. its going to be hard. so i really dont want to think about it right now.
SO to the really excited news. Josiah is coming this weekend. friday and staying til monday. im sooo excited... like no one has any idea. haha...
*you make me smile with my heart...*
ok well i love you all. thanks for being apart of my life. and making it worth while.
first of all, pittsburgh was amazing! i got to spend it with josiah, i can't even begin to explain how i felt when i first saw him, and the feeling didnt go away the whole time we were together. dinner, movies, the tatoo shop, and lunch:) haha.. i enjoyed just looking at him. and i seriously miss him a lot...
>>anyway hes PLANING to come see me in about 2 weeks:)::: cant wait.
you and me, and all of the people and i dont know why... i can't keep my eyes off of you.<333
well i had broadway jr these past 2 weeks, and i am SO exausted! i literally got 4 hours of sleep every night. but it ALL paid off. 2 weeks of dancing, singing, and acting. plus getting to be with my fabulous friends everyday. i absolutely loved it. :::::as we sing A wop ba-ba lu-mop a wop bam boom...we'll be splishin' & splashin... while we go to the hop in tune!...and do the twist....as we rock around the clock tonight. everybody in the whole cell block, will dance like we aint nothin but hound dogs, and Johnny B. Goode will sing to his sweet heart.. a beautiful 'goodnight':::::
there has just been so much going on this summer....everything happened... or, so it seemed. i really got a clear view of who my true friends are, and im ok with it. even though its hard, and i wish it didnt have to be this way, i knew it had to happen, cause if it didnt, we all would be miserable. no doubt about it.
so this week has been better... but not good. i hate the fact that this isn't a dream... ikeep feeling that it is... and i only want to wake up from it. but the realization that its not, is so hard. >>finally got a hold of Jordan today, hes doing ok. i don't think it's hit him yet that... he's not here anymore.. nor do i think its totally knocked me out either.
im going to pittsburgh august 5-7. i cant waaait!
my broadway jr. camp starts this monday... thats the highlight of everyones WHOLE summer.. i am beyond excited. i think BOTH of these events will cheer me up.. not make me forget about this... but help me to smile again!
prettybritty264: and i am serious about that man we should really find him raeofsunshinexx: i know..hes been going thru my mind all summer…OMG... raeofsunshinexx: i think my mom saw him today prettybritty264: NO WAY prettybritty264: hhzahahahaha raeofsunshinexx: cause she said "omg rachael you wouldnt believe it, i was on my way to work today and this road was blocked off.. and this man... he had to be over 300 pounds came wadling over to me... and was like you cant come down this way.. so i said what am i supposed to do... and she said he started saying stuff she didnt understand..." im like THATS HIM!!! prettybritty264: HAHAHAHAHAHAH prettybritty264: omg that is tooooo funnyyy prettybritty264: i am laughing so hard raeofsunshinexx: lol!! raeofsunshinexx: i about lost it! prettybritty264: were you laughing raeofsunshinexx: omg yes prettybritty264: haha raeofsunshinexx: made my day! prettybritty264: awh it makes mine
and i can honestly say... britani nicole allen is my most favorite...ever!
anyway.. im going to watch a movie then im off to bed. >>workin tomorrow from 3:30 -8:30... and my sarah lee cheese cake switched with someone JUST to work with ME! i feel SO honored! yay!~ goodnight loves!
i just wanted to say 'thank you' to everyone whose been here for me durring this extremely HARD time! it means so much... and even tho it feels like its the end of the world.. i know it'll get better... maybe not soon or when i want it to be.. but it will...
i just know it.
..:::..When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below when you too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what your worth
Tears streaming down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...
Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you..::...
so tonights the viewing. im scared. >> i need to be strong. not for me... but for Jordan. i'm at a loss for words.
lastnight stef and i went over to his (jordan's) house and were there til about 12a.m. just talking about it all.. how we felt... what we're thinking... although we needed to be with eachother, you could still feel this awkwardness.. not because we're not comfortable with eachother, but because we weren't sure exactly what to say, and when to say it. .::. jordans my best friend, and all he wanted was to be with stef and i..::.. you should have seen the smile on his face...it brightened my day...jesus be with us.
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